Hal Termahal Di Dunia

did you guys knew apasih hal yang paling mahal di dunia saat ini?
bukan, bukan benda apapun yang dikarenakan harga BBM di negara kita yang naik terus turun terus naik lagi. absolutely bukan itu.
in my view, actually the "thing" is trust and appreciation.
agree with me, anyone? feel like wanna raise your hand? or your middle finger, probably? *ups never mind
perhaps me, personally is just being too emotional lately, get angry too easily, feel annoyed everytime, feel (what we call 'lameh' in English?) everyday.
menurut gue sih itu ga sepenuhnya bisa ditimpakan kesalahan pada perasaan dan pikiran gue. pasti ada alasan yang worth it lah yaa yang bikin gue jadi "menuju stress" berada pada tahap maksimal kemuakan seseorang terhadap dunia. lebay hahaha
balik ke pokok permasalahan mengenai hal-hal mahal di awal tadi, mari kita bahas menurut opini gue.
trust and appreciation. dua hal ini bakal saling terkait ya, makanya gue ga misahin masing-masingnya. kenapa gue bilang hal ini adalah hal termahal di dunia? karena pada jaman serba canggih seperti sekarang ini, justru rasa percaya itulah yang sudah terkikis. beberapa orang yang punya potensi dan kapabilitas, seringkali tidak mendapatkan kepercayaan yang memadai untuk mengembangkan apa yang mereka punya tersebut. bagaimana bisa mereka mendevelop potensi yang mereka miliki kalau seluruh elemen yang akan terkait pada proses pendevelopan diri mereka bahkan tidak punya secuil pun keyakinan terhadap mereka?
sekarang dengan sudut pandang yang satunya, di saat ada orang yang "belum" memiliki kapabilitas, tapi punya niat, dan yang terpentinggggggg, kepedulian.
bagaimana dengan para orang ini? mereka berusaha sekuat tenaga untuk menchallenge diri mereka sampai ke limit yang mereka mampu, untuk memperlihatkan eksistensi dan juga meyakinkan diri mereka sendiri kalau mereka tidak seburuk yang mereka pikirkan. you know what guys? ga semua orang bisa dengan dada yang busung dan kepala yang tegak mengatakan kalau mereka baik, percaya diri itu merupakan hal paling langka bagi sebagian orang.
nah di saat si niat dan kepedulian ini ternyata tidak diapresiasi dengan baik, dengan pantas, dan ternyata malah dimanfaatkan, you know what will happen? orang yang punya niat dan kepedulian ini berubah jadi si apatis. niat yang dia punya, masih untung kalau ada sisanya, nah kalau dibuang ke laut sama doi terus dimakan ikan hiu? nah jadilah sebuah pembunuhan karakter di sini, yang secara tidak langsung, mematikan potensi-potensi berharga yang cuma satu-satunya.
kenapa gue bilang cuma satu-satunya? because every person shine beautifully in their own light :')

udah ah gue capek, banyak sih yang masih mau disampein, hehe tapi kapan2 aja. kalo udah ada niat ngetik lagi. daaa daaa

Hari Ini, di Jurusan Komunikasi

Sudah lama gue ga nulis tentang sesuatu yang serius. Sesuatu yang menyangkut ideologi, misalnya? Atau prinsip hidup? Atau attitude?

Hari ini ada satu hal yang gue pelajari.

Hidup itu tentang kepentingan. For sure.

Konteksnya di sini adalah, orang yang hidup dengan tidak mengagungkan kepentingannya sebagai sesuatu yang benar-benar penting, berarti belum benar-benar hidup.

Gue lagi suka boros. Termasuk sama perbendaharaan kata-kata. Ya ga papalah sekali-sekali. Ini juga bagian dari penegasan.

What i wanna deliver to you is, gue sedikit kecewa dengan apa yang gue temukan hari ini. Tentang beberapa pribadi yang hanya bisa menghakimi tanpa menyelami.

Tentang mereka yang berteriak ingin tapi tak bersaing.

Jujur, gue bisa dibilang adalah orang yang dominant. Tipe talkative dan argumentative. In a good way yaa.

Gue bukan orang yang mengejar nama dan pengakuan. Meskipun secara logika dan naluriah yang namanya manusia pasti selalu butuh pengakuan.

Buat gue, saat gue mengerjakan suatu hal dengan ikhlas dan passionate, bener-bener dari hati, puasnya udah bakal ngalir sendiri. Don't need any additional stuffs behind.

Dan seperti yang gue tulis di bagian header blog dan selalu gue gembar gemborkan, "i'm a crystal clear. At all". Apa yang kalian lihat, apa yang gue sampaikan, utarakan, bahasakan, ya itu gue. Gue ga pernah memanipulasi diri, i hate fake peoples, definitely. Nah tapiiiiiiiii, kenapa orang-orang tetap saja kadang salah mengartikan si kecil imut (ngahahaha) ini? Dan lebih sering salahnya daripada get me right nya :( umumumu

Satu lagi, mereka mainnya ga fair, keroyokan, perang dingin, gencatan senjata, intervensi, propaganda -______-

Udah ah gue capek.

Inti dari semua tulisan gue di halaman ini sih cuma satu, kalo ada yg ga berkenan, monggo bilang~ Kalo mau dapet posisi wes silahkan~ kalo mau bersaing yaa ayok~ tapi jangan main belakang. Busuk. Ga kece ah. hehehe.

Sekian.

nyapa

evening, world :)

been such a long time (again), right?

rasanya waktu berlalu cepat banget. sebentar lagi udah Juni aja. bentar lagi turun jabatan :")
bentar lagi kupu-kupu (kuliah pulang kuliah pulang)
bentar lagi wisuda ga kuliah lagi (aamiiiin) yeeeeee :"""""D

Meanwhile in the beginning of Four

assalamualaikum~

long time no write yaa :D
i'm now sitting in my mom's office blogging with my mom's laptop steal her office's WiFi with my best Geby mwhahaha :3 she just got a new phone and need lots of connection so i suggest this place.
well, hhmm
holiday has passed for almost one month and i still not have a holiday yet -,- boring is everytime everywhereee
there's nothing i can do except sleep eat cook write and sleep and sing and sleep and sleep aaaannnddd

sleep. Ha Ha

it's sometimes funny how i wanted to always stay at home when college starts and just wanna go back asap to college when the holiday comes -_- human.
my GPA for this semester is not as good as semester 2. gotta fight harder in this semester *bisep* LOL
but i still thank God at least i'll still have one class in semester 6 muehehehe. i'll call this "SKS jumping" =))
~~~
oh wish February comes fast syalalala

Untitled?

my very first post in 2015, yippie!
i'm gonna let my finger type anything they want. enjoy my indescribable thoughts, fellas~


sadar bahwa angka tiga menganga diiringi bunyi detik yang menggema
ada sekelebat pikiran yang tak harusnya mendamba
tatapan nanar diiringi hela nafas yang mengejar
ada apa dengan seonggok benda yang katanya hidup dan terus berdetak?
tidakkah alunannya terlalu menghakimi seperti menggertak?
sadar ada yang menggigil ketakutan di dalam ruang kotak

bukittinggi, 14 Januari 2014
2.50 AM

What We Call "MAKRAB" in English?

sitting alone in the corner of the grand floor of my university's library in the middle of the day, this Friday!
why i always sit in the corner? because that's the best place
where no one can bother you for ask some movement or whatever and of courseeee you can sit right to the wall~ wall is always a nice friend, if wall could talks~ *forget that
so today i plan to finish all the deadline :""
but as you all know plan isn't always go straight, sometimes left, sometimes right, sometimes turn around
and ya, i did that,
creating some articles and writing some essay, but it gets me bored faster than i ever thought -_-
heyyy i just saw a dragonfly besides me just now :D
hahaha there's always a good things to make us laugh, or me, laugh
well,
after this i have a meeting with my department at 3 pm (no come late!)
and after that i willi come to "COMMNITE 2" syalalalala
commnite is a title for my major events, it's like gather in a place to have some games, meals, sharing session, and absolutely bonfire!
in Indonesia we call it MAKRAB an abbreviation from Malam Keakraban.
but i don't know what we might be called that in English, like a camp? because there's a camp fire?
but this is not a camp.
this event is held this night at 7 until tomorrow morning maybe around 7 too.
hope this event will be memorable and successful and unforgatable and many ables more =))
it's time to prepare for meeting~~
c ya

yeaayy! COMMNITE hot to goooooo

Mon-FREE-day

Aaaannndd. . . here i am!
sitting in the corner of McDonald, drinking ice coffee and tryna eat my hopeless-appearance fried chicken u,u LOL

wake up late at 7.35 am and forgot to do homework -_-
i really don't want to get bad mark so the first thing that i do this morning after wake up is doing my homework, make a radio script!
sounds so fun but not that fun, hu-huh
but back to my principle of life, i could do anything if i do it with love.
sooooo i try to love my soon-to-be-radio-script and with some magic, tadaaaaa am finished it :D *evillaugh

finally entered the class in the radio with "amburadul" appearance and "ngos-ngosan" face, i don't care, at least i did go to college.
after about thirty minutes, finished my radio class and heard an amazing announcement : papparaaaa~
there's no class for today anymore!
thank god, i love you to the moon and back
i ask my senior to go "nongkrong" and here i am :D
thanks to bang Engga who accompany me here.

maybe after this i will continue my adventure (?) with another guy?
MUAHAHAHA don't get me wrong.
i have so many boy-friends! but only one boyfriend now in my heart :)

TARAAAA~

finally got a chance to write here!!!! hell yeah, can't describe how happy me now~
it's been such a long long long time, always said that in purpose -_-

first of all (?) what's my activity? what's makes the difference between me 'now' and the old me?
well, people changed. absolutely.
i did
got influenced by many factor.
but if think carefully, guess the biggest one is my organization.
i never expect to be this busy, of course, who the hell anyone that is wanted to be so busy?
but my busy time is really matters.
am changed. and i'm happy with that.
there's so many lessons, so many experiences, in this last 1 year.
well now, i'm a manager in AIESEC, an international organization that aims to develop leadership and potential in youth.
there will be soooo long explanation if i talk about AIESEC, i just want to say that even if everything has changed, i always thankful to be in here, with all of the business, all of the pressure :p haha all of the things that, undoubtedly, makes a distance between me and other student, but this is for sure,
the difference is great,

well, enough for introduction!
sooooo? what is my role actually?
i'm a Media Relation Manager, and this is my second quarter since i elected.
i'm in Public Relation & Information Department.
i have one leader, which is my Vice President, and 2 teammates, one older brother, one older sister, yaaaa i'm the youngest ;;)
this is my team

i still have many stories, but am sleepy :( byee

guess will write asap

come back

It's been very long time.
i've been busy with my entire life. College, love, friendship, and now Aiesec.
it's soooo many things i would like to tell here, but i'm not sure it can be real.
i don't have much time enough to write like before,
i don't have a nice enough connection to post here -_-
I wish i can constantly write here. really.