vulnerable, what do you say?

a piece i made yet never get to share, in a one not-so quiet afternoon in Menara 1 Sentrum Kuala Lumpur.
wrote in August 13th, 2019 at 4.52 PM.

But Orion says sad people just can't fix sad people. And i believe that with every inch of me. The first time i read that words, it goes directly through my cells. I feel like it's the truest truth most people afraid to admit. We as human tend to be united with another person that have lots of similarities with us. it's just like something you don't need any effort on, happens naturally sometimes you don't even realise it when it's gone.

We get along together with other person who got the same things. Many things. Any things possible. For me personally, the same scar is, most of the time, the ultimate deal. When you get hurt, many things changed. You're not the same person anymore. You could never be. Many values possibly changed. Hence you might be ended up not knowing yourself anymore. Sharing that with someone, being as vulnerable together, it is priceless.

You finally find comfort when you share the hurt, the scar, the trust issue, the fragile faith, the insecurities. I even many times don't know how or what to answer whenever people ask me what is the thing i'm afraid the most in this world. But when you got the answer, you finally feel like you can answer it, and that answer is someone, a person, or could be more, man that is what you should pursue.

A something that changes many things. Maybe you would not know for quiet a while, but believe me when you do, you don't want that feeling, that situation, that person, to just go away, just like that. They are becoming the only person you would wanna hold so tight.