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Bukittinggi, Sumatera Barat, Indonesia
enthusiastic planner idealist observer adabtable easy going perfectionist melancholic

Jumat, 23 Januari 2015

Meanwhile in the beginning of Four

assalamualaikum~

long time no write yaa :D
i'm now sitting in my mom's office blogging with my mom's laptop steal her office's WiFi with my best Geby mwhahaha :3 she just got a new phone and need lots of connection so i suggest this place.
well, hhmm
holiday has passed for almost one month and i still not have a holiday yet -,- boring is everytime everywhereee
there's nothing i can do except sleep eat cook write and sleep and sing and sleep and sleep aaaannnddd

sleep. Ha Ha

it's sometimes funny how i wanted to always stay at home when college starts and just wanna go back asap to college when the holiday comes -_- human.
my GPA for this semester is not as good as semester 2. gotta fight harder in this semester *bisep* LOL
but i still thank God at least i'll still have one class in semester 6 muehehehe. i'll call this "SKS jumping" =))
~~~
oh wish February comes fast syalalala

Rabu, 14 Januari 2015

Untitled?

my very first post in 2015, yippie!
i'm gonna let my finger type anything they want. enjoy my indescribable thoughts, fellas~


sadar bahwa angka tiga menganga diiringi bunyi detik yang menggema
ada sekelebat pikiran yang tak harusnya mendamba
tatapan nanar diiringi hela nafas yang mengejar
ada apa dengan seonggok benda yang katanya hidup dan terus berdetak?
tidakkah alunannya terlalu menghakimi seperti menggertak?
sadar ada yang menggigil ketakutan di dalam ruang kotak

bukittinggi, 14 Januari 2014
2.50 AM


Jumat, 21 November 2014

What We Call "MAKRAB" in English?

sitting alone in the corner of the grand floor of my university's library in the middle of the day, this Friday!
why i always sit in the corner? because that's the best place
where no one can bother you for ask some movement or whatever and of courseeee you can sit right to the wall~ wall is always a nice friend, if wall could talks~ *forget that
so today i plan to finish all the deadline :""
but as you all know plan isn't always go straight, sometimes left, sometimes right, sometimes turn around
and ya, i did that,
creating some articles and writing some essay, but it gets me bored faster than i ever thought -_-
heyyy i just saw a dragonfly besides me just now :D
hahaha there's always a good things to make us laugh, or me, laugh
well,
after this i have a meeting with my department at 3 pm (no come late!)
and after that i willi come to "COMMNITE 2" syalalalala
commnite is a title for my major events, it's like gather in a place to have some games, meals, sharing session, and absolutely bonfire!
in Indonesia we call it MAKRAB an abbreviation from Malam Keakraban.
but i don't know what we might be called that in English, like a camp? because there's a camp fire?
but this is not a camp.
this event is held this night at 7 until tomorrow morning maybe around 7 too.
hope this event will be memorable and successful and unforgatable and many ables more =))
it's time to prepare for meeting~~
c ya

yeaayy! COMMNITE hot to goooooo

Senin, 17 November 2014

Mon-FREE-day

Aaaannndd. . . here i am!
sitting in the corner of McDonald, drinking ice coffee and tryna eat my hopeless-appearance fried chicken u,u LOL

wake up late at 7.35 am and forgot to do homework -_-
i really don't want to get bad mark so the first thing that i do this morning after wake up is doing my homework, make a radio script!
sounds so fun but not that fun, hu-huh
but back to my principle of life, i could do anything if i do it with love.
sooooo i try to love my soon-to-be-radio-script and with some magic, tadaaaaa am finished it :D *evillaugh

finally entered the class in the radio with "amburadul" appearance and "ngos-ngosan" face, i don't care, at least i did go to college.
after about thirty minutes, finished my radio class and heard an amazing announcement : papparaaaa~
there's no class for today anymore!
thank god, i love you to the moon and back
i ask my senior to go "nongkrong" and here i am :D
thanks to bang Engga who accompany me here.

maybe after this i will continue my adventure (?) with another guy?
MUAHAHAHA don't get me wrong.
i have so many boy-friends! but only one boyfriend now in my heart :)

Minggu, 16 November 2014

TARAAAA~

finally got a chance to write here!!!! hell yeah, can't describe how happy me now~
it's been such a long long long time, always said that in purpose -_-

first of all (?) what's my activity? what's makes the difference between me 'now' and the old me?
well, people changed. absolutely.
i did
got influenced by many factor.
but if think carefully, guess the biggest one is my organization.
i never expect to be this busy, of course, who the hell anyone that is wanted to be so busy?
but my busy time is really matters.
am changed. and i'm happy with that.
there's so many lessons, so many experiences, in this last 1 year.
well now, i'm a manager in AIESEC, an international organization that aims to develop leadership and potential in youth.
there will be soooo long explanation if i talk about AIESEC, i just want to say that even if everything has changed, i always thankful to be in here, with all of the business, all of the pressure :p haha all of the things that, undoubtedly, makes a distance between me and other student, but this is for sure,
the difference is great,

well, enough for introduction!
sooooo? what is my role actually?
i'm a Media Relation Manager, and this is my second quarter since i elected.
i'm in Public Relation & Information Department.
i have one leader, which is my Vice President, and 2 teammates, one older brother, one older sister, yaaaa i'm the youngest ;;)
this is my team



i still have many stories, but am sleepy :( byee
guess will write asap

Selasa, 01 April 2014

come back

It's been very long time.
i've been busy with my entire life. College, love, friendship, and now Aiesec.
it's soooo many things i would like to tell here, but i'm not sure it can be real.
i don't have much time enough to write like before,
i don't have a nice enough connection to post here -_-
I wish i can constantly write here. really.

Rabu, 23 Oktober 2013

My Soundcloud

annyeooonnggggg everybody!!
*cheers =D
well, finally i've made my soundcloud account, yeeaay~
if you mind to hear me, open this
if you don't want to, just open this too =))
here i am >> http://soundcloud.com/iqnasyuhada

happy listening :)

Kamis, 26 September 2013

learn to Love

Ngga bakal ada satu hal pun yang bisa kita selesein dengan sukses, kalo ngerjainnya setengah-setengah ato kepaksa, itu KATANYA.
Gue antara yakin dengan tidak, berusaha mengamalkan quote ini.

Semacam masih merasa tersesat di kota ini.
Semacam masih ngerasa sendiri dan terasing.
Semacam masih ngerasa melayang-layang antara vacation dan study.
Semacam masih ngerasa belum waktunya buat jadi anak kuliah.
Semacam masih ngerasa there's a whole time for enjoy and watch slowly.

Tapi di sisi lain, gue juga meneriakkan ke diri gue sendiri bahwa ini ngga bener. Ratusan feeling semacam-semacam dan sebagainya itu harus bener-bener dimusnahin dari otak dan hati gue.
Udah bukan waktunya lagi make mistake to learn. Because once you made it, it'll be forever mistake. No one can erase. No one be able to hide it.
Gue dateng ke sini dengan target. Dan saat meninggalkan kota ini, target itu harus tercapai. SEUTUHNYA.

Semoga mulai malem ini gue bisa ;
lebih fokus,
kejar target,
do the best,
lebih sholehah,
lebih deket sama Tuhan,
lebih
lebih
lebih segala yang positif,
dan puncaknya adalah IP 3,8 yang gue bawa pulang buat Ayah sama Bunda.
May ALLAH bless me and listen to my wishes this time. Aamiiiin.



Kamis, 05 September 2013

College (?)

sesuai dengan judulnya, gue sedang sibuk2nya mempertanyakan masalah perkuliahan.
gue mempertanyakan setiap inchi dan detail kecil hal yang ada di sini, semuanya.
entahlah. bener2 cruel. undescribeable.
satu-- belum selesai dengan diri gue sendiri yang butuh banyak adaptasi sebagai gadis yang belum penah tinggal sendirian (red: ngekost) , ada begitu banyak hal lain yang menyertai ke-cruel-an ini.
dua-- dan kuliah, yang gue pikir (setelah gue diberi begitu banyak harapan mengenai kuliah yang katanya lebih SANTAI) sama dengan yang gue expect, ternyata non sense. gue justru sukses memaksa tubuh gue buat kerja rodi di sini.
apakabar dengan perkuliahan yang katanya ngga sesulit sekolah? it's just bullshit man!
bukannya gue berharap bisa ongkang2 kaki dan ngerjain tugas cuma sekali dalem seminggu, tapi come on, ini bener2 ngga bisa dibilang santai, apa2an banget buat orang2 yang udah php-in gue tentang santai dan enaknya kuliah.
sekarang gue tau apa yang dimaksud dengan "masa sma adalah masa paling indah"
tiga-- ada sedikit bumbu tak terduga di sini. gue deket, dengan sangat singkat, sama seseorang, yap, lawan jenis, dan well, bukannya gue bilang focus nya belajar? bukannya gue bilang belum ada celah masuk buat keturunan adam? bukannya gue sedang berusaha menutup kemungkinan2 mengenai kata "L" itu? ah! ini bener2 nambahin kerumitan perkuliahan.
empat-- dan masalah nya gue bener2 susah ngontrol rasa kangen sama bunda, she's the one i used to talk every single second! gimana gue ngga cukup kewalahan dengan menyimpan semua ini sendirian coba.
lima-- jujur, gue belum nemu "temen" di sini. i mean, for real.
semoga aja gue bisa memetik banyak hikmah dari (lebih) banyak hal yang gue anggep membingungkan dan unsolvable ini, semoga. aamiiin.