what an awkward time

do you ever been in a situation when everything feels wrong? even breathing, feels wrong. no matter what you do. being in there, being you, feels wrong.
well, that is exactly what i am feeling right now. and it's threatening me.
i don't know if it's just me but seriously i never like people try to make things up to me. like when they've done something that they thought isn't quite right, and they wanted as hard as possible to make things up. to keep things back in place. just so they don't feel the guilt of doing that thing in the first place.
you got what i mean?
i never like that. ever.
i'm always like "okay, everything is clear. let's just move on". because, you know if you already stitch a wound it is absolutely unnecessary to open it up again or trying to make another stitch. it'll only make it worse.